This is my brand new niece Norah Jean Claybrook. She was born Dec 3rd and is healthy, happy and perfect. So, why am I feeling so blue? I know that I should just focus on the positive and be thankful that she arrived safely. But, my heart is so torn at the moment. Norah lives in Arizona and I live in Texas. That is a really far distance. I can only imagine how selfish and greedy I sound but it just really isn't fair that I can't hold her, kiss her, shower her with affection. I want to be in her life. Not twice a year at holidays; all the time. I want to be there when she learns to walk, starts ballet and heads off to kindergarten. More importantly, I want Oliver to be in her life. It just isn't fair but I guess life isn't fair. Hopefully my pity party ends SOON because I know I am being ridiculous but my heart hurts. :(
here is a treasury i made for you norah...i'm an auntie.